Do not try to reconstruct what was. We have in us the "What Is."
Keep to the What Is. Keep to Jesus, His teaching, His way, His voice.
Know there are only two voices: His voice and Satan's voice.
Hear Him when He speakes to you; hear even the slightest breath of His voice. Hear it and heed it.
What is is where we must be. What is to be He will reveal to us, teach us to do, lead us to and through.
If there are fractures and crumblings, these things must happen. To mitigate the fear is to abet Satan.